I have been wanting to write here for quite some time but I kept putting it off. I feel like my life is so mundane and that I have nothing interesting to write about. I have been married for over a month and I am adjusting to all that entails. Change. *sigh* It is something that never changes (no pun intended). There is always something that is changing and going a different direction then you thought it would go. Sharing holidays for instence is a change. I am spending Thanksgiving this year with my new family. It is only the second Thanksgiving I have spent away from my family. I am excited to be able to share time with my new family but it is also one more thing I have to ajust to. I have been in the process of changing my name which by the way is a difficult process. I have been married for over a month and I still have many things to change. Changing your name is an emotional process I am still adjusting to it. I am learning to try to go with the flow and just go with the wave. I tend to get overwhelmed a lot of the time with all that I have to do. With work and all the things I have to do at home and then life. Which this year has been a more then difficult one for me & my family. However, I am learning through all of it that my Abba is in control. That I need to surrender all I have to do and all that I am going through to Him. It is a daily struggle believe me. I have to continually remind myself to BREATHE and let go and let God. I am learning to be still and know that my Abba is God. He is in control and I have all the time I need. I just need to be a better steward of my time. I am learning to "make" time. I know that at times that my chores can wait a couple days in order to do other things that are more important like spend time having tea with my Gama every week.
We NEED to be making right now.
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