Love..

What is love? It is an unchanging solid or is it a fluid substance that can shift and sway in the winds of time? Can love fade? Can you grow out of love with someone? Can you make yourself numb to the fact that you do care? That you care so much that it actually physically hurts? What do you do with that? Do you curl into a fetal position and hope that your feelings will go away? Or do you walk through the world in a frozen dumb state hoping that someday this broken heart that is beating in your chest will heal? Do you numb your agony with alcohol and drugs to shut out the pain? Do you hide your true feelings deep inside so no one will see what your heart truly feels?
God says that love is patient, kind. never angry, never judging....but what is your love is only your love? What if the other person does not love you back what then?
You weep at every moment because everything reminds you of the memories you might have had that will never become a reality. You weep because you do not know what else to do with this pain within your chest that is threatening to chock your breath.