Classes are going well I am going through a desert right now, I am being wooed by my Beloved. It is a difficult season I am in. I want to go deeper but there is something holding me back and I do not know what it it. I feel like I have been knocking upon a door for the past year or more and I cannot get through it. I have been knocking and I will continue to keep knocking UNTIL, until something changes and until something is diffeant. I am just not sure that merely knocking on the door is the answer, I feel like I need to be doing something else but I do not know what it is. I can feel that something must change but I am unsure of what that something is.