I am really feeling down and depressed right now, for the past few days. All I do is school work and work I want to have some fun in my life, I have no friends and no boyfriend, no one I can call and say "I have time off want to do something?". I am just in a negative mood for some reason everything is irritating me. I am exhausted from working so hard at all I am doing, I cannot only do something half heartedly. I have finals starting on Mon. I have to get a 74% or better or I will not be able to go to the next quarter! I am so nervous about passing, I am studying like crazy but I feel like my brain is an over full sponge and I cannot hope to hold any more in my head. I know I am whining but I needed to vent or a was going to explode so you are the ones who have to be the recipient of my rantings. I appreciate you being willing to listen as I whine, I need someone to talk to, I have on one so you are the ones I turn to. Sad I know that I have to resort to writing a LJ entry to have someone to talk to.
- Mood:
crappy
3 comments:
Don't be so hard on yourself. I think blogging is an amazing outlet for getting and working things out. And you write so so well--you're talented.
How did you final go?
I agree with claire...blogging seems like a great way to vent and get things out...keep on posting. I just got your blog, so I will try to read it more often, now that I know about it. We'll be in touch!
Thank you for saying so, I am not very artistic but I do write, poems and stories occasionally.I am writing a book about my five months in the Philippines.
All my finals went well, I made it through this quarter with all A'S!!!!
=)
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