Here's our own hands against our hearts

Well, another day past. I spent today reading about "birth issues". I know none of you want to know the details. I will not tell you. I also listened to an awsome cd by Youth Storm. From one of their most recent events. I was so touched. Jesus really spoke to me through it. I was on my knees in my bedroom for like over a hour just praying and being touched my God. It was a very good day. It was a good to have a good day. For me every day is hard. The good ones are few and far between. So it is good to be touched my God so that I can have a good day. I struggle with depression and always have. I have yet, to find something that makes all my days easy. I am just having to rely upon my Abba for all that I do. I cannot make it on my own. I need Him to pull me through. He is teaching me that He is to be my one and Only lover. That I am not to look to anything or anyone else but my Abba for all I need. Because other people will just fail me and cause more pain. Well, that is about enough rambbling for one day. Until tomorrow.