CONFUSED....

I am still undecided about returning to the internship. I am suppose to move in Friday only five days away and I am thinking that I should not return they have made it so much more complicated. It cost like $500 a month is asking us to pay for our own books and last year that price included the books we needed for our classess. They don't pay for transportation, they don't pay for food, what exactly is this money going to? I am trying to deciding what I am going to do with my life. I felt like I should return to the internship but now I do not have ANY desire to, and this is why I am rethinking my returning to the internship for my last three months. If I do not return I would be able to work fulltime which would mean I could save for getting into the LNA program at DHMC. I would have money to keep my car going and to be able to save up for moving into an apt come January if I get in then. I do nto know... I am so CONFUSED!!! I need advice. I am have been having such a hard time right now.. Where should I be right now? I do not know....

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